Wednesday, November 27, 2013
carrying 9 heavy umbrellas and the paper bag burst at the bottom. what luck? ohhhhhhh Wednesday!
Saturday, November 23, 2013
I think I'm no longer happy in this relationship. I have never felt lonelier in my life but I feel it now more than when I was single. this sucks.
have I made a wrong decision in my life?
just make me a good person and lead me to the right path already, please
Saturday, October 26, 2013
because at some point, I gave up
I gave up trying to be his no. 1
I gave up trying to be the good rendition of myself
I gave up trying to be the best for my family
I gave up trying to be well-liked by people around me
so if you can't take me as I am, then I suggest you don't
to you,
i know you always say I am your priority and whatnot but honestly I don't feel so. so I suggest you stop saying that I am. let it go. If you can't spare your time, energy and sacrifices for me like you did for your friends then so be it. at some point, I stopped caring if you're gonna stay or not. I don't care if the home we applied for is your prove for not leaving me again. I don't care. like I said before, it's god's planning. He must have other reasons for us to be together. I may not know what but I shall just leave it to Him.
my life is not what I want it to be but who am I to determine? ='(
Saturday, October 12, 2013
As usual, you annoy me by trying to change the plan. but after we met with the hdb officer, I totally forgot about how pissed off you made me feel earlier. all I was thinking about was our future and how nearer it would be than we ever thought.
Honestly, I'm nervous,stressed and utmost afraid of what's coming but I know we'll pull it through eventually. Let's not make time and situation bring us down, love. Let's think of how bright and beautiful our future would be and what will happen in this coming 3-4 years is just the beginning.
I LOVE YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO START A NEW LIFE WITH YOU 💙
